Monday, May 18, 2009

4 years without you Mom

As I look back over the last 4 years I am amazed at what I have been able to get thru without you by my side Mom. From struggles to triumphs and victories....the good the bad and the ugly. There will always be those moments when I sit here and wish I could call you and ask for your advise...Tell you about my day.....Share special moments with you, tell you all that has been going on................As I sit here I realize that even though I can't reach out and touch you, that you are in fact by my side, holding my hand thru all of these special moments in my life.

Mom I know that I could not have not become who I am today without all that you taught me. You will always be in my heart, my mind and my soul. Thank you Mom for being MY Mom.

I miss you more than any words can ever express!!

All my love...

4 comments:

kim said...

Very sweet Nat. That made me think of my dad.

allgirls said...

great post and you know if you ever need anyone to talk to you can call me... its not the same as your mom but i am hear for you. love ya!

Rach said...

That was very sweet. I can't believe it has been 4 years.

Unknown said...

Thanks for the morning cry. It's so hard not having a mom around. I find myself wanting to call my mom and tell her the funny things my kids have done....the funny thing is she never lived to see my kids (at least on earth). It's crazy that it's been four years. I still remember hearing about your mom and feeling so sad for you. Then two weeks later I went through the same thing. Your an amazing person!!